These descriptions are shortened.
All the guys I put on here, I never made out with them. To me it was the not the right guy. I guess you can say I was waiting for the right guy, and of course the right guy did come along.
These relationships helped me realize what I did wrong and helped me improve it.
I actually improved with my shyness and became outgoing in my relationship.
I found real "love" and this time I know it is not infatuation.
Marcos Garcia <3 (June 16, 2008)




Rodrigo:
-First official boyfriend.
-We went to the same middle school.
-Met through MySpace first.
-He requested my sister first and then I requested him.
-I started talking to him more and later got together on October 31 2005.
-It was a nice kind of relationship, a lot of respect.
-We were pretty loveable only that I wouldn't kiss him.
-Always used to go late for 7th period because we will stay together hugging and talking.
-Always used to hang out in the middle of the field, it was fun.
- After winter break, everything changed. He stopped coming to school for a while.
- Once he came back, he stopped talking to me. We will literally pass by each other and not talk. I wasn't sure if we were still together.
-I saw him starting to hang out with a girl, and that made me suspicious. He was always with her and I started to feel that he liked her.
-I asked him about but denied it and said no.
- I asked him to draw me a Jack Skellington picture and he did. I began to avoid him though because I felt dumb just being there and no knowing if the relationship was
still going on. We began talking and hanging out again for a while. I still remember one of his friends saying,"this is how I like you guys being, hugging and smiling"
- it started to become a big blur after that, I was thinking the relationship wasnt working out anymore, according to his actions.
-Culmination day came we graduated. His family wanted us to take a picture together and for both of us it felt awkward
-we lasted together for 9months, he broke up with me during the summer and through MySpace. No phone call, no face to face.
- I couldn't say I didn't see this coming because I did. i was the shyest girl in the 8th grade. I can literally say that a part of it was my fault.
- I can say one main component of a relationship is kissing and I didn't do that. Maybe it was because it wasn't the person I wanted to be my first kiss or maybe
because he didn't try to either, but just asked and I didn't give.
-When I think about that, It was really that young type of love. the love that you think you are in love. I do not know if that makes sense.
-It was good it was bad and it was just a repetition.
-he said I "wuv" you first, I wasn't sure if to say it, but I did say it back, because it was the first time I had a feeling more than like and I mistook it with love.
i should have known it was infatuation.
-Maybe i would have never been with him if i didn't get make that request on MySpace because he must have been interested in my sister before it was me. You can say I
got in the way. :D


Efrain:
-9th grade
- Never spoke to him face to face, it was once again technology wise.
-he liked my sister and I at the same time; however, he liked my sister more, but he knew he was not going to have a chance with her, so he went with me. (true story)
-I didn't know about that till just recently,it actually made me feel so dumb and was also with me because he was attached.
-Before we got together, I actually liked this guy named Daniel which later became my boyfriend in 10th grade. My friend Wendy said that I should give Efrain a chance so
I did. We got together December 12, 2006.
- got together, we avoided each other did not talk. I swear we acted like little kids in elementary.
- we only started to hang out and be together because our friends pushed us to talk and be together.
-the relationship was awkward from the start but started getting better through out time. Nice and lovey things we both did.
-we had our downs since people always gossiped and said bad things about each other...
-I once again didn't kiss him, he tried, but I moved away.
-got my first hickey by him, I didn't like it at all. I do not like hickies.
- there was suspicious of cheating, did not trust him at all because of things he said.
- it was once "love" again'
- this time i took time to say it.
- he thought I was cheating because i helped his best friend zip his sweater because it was stuck.
- i told my play bro things he used to tell me and he didn't like it.
- we went to field trips together, so that's how we hung out.
- i think this relationship was very different. Felt the worst. In a way is destroyed me because of everything I went through.
He doesn't know it because I was able to to hold my feelings away. Despite everything, I still "loved" him even if he broke up
with me. I still tried to get with him once sophomore year of high school came, but nope he did not want it, only under certain
conditions which I of course said no.
-I decided that it was time for me to move on, that I couldn't hurt myself any longer especially if the guy did not want to be
with me.

Daniel:
- January 6, 2008
- I can honestly say he was the only one that I did not feel second choice when I got with him.
- We both liked each other in 9Th grade, but never said anything, but we started talking every single day.
- We will be on MySpace in certain hours, so we can talk to each other and sleep almost at the same time.
- We listened to to the same music, we had many things in common.
- To tell you the truth, our relationship was great.
- He had the kindest words ever.
-Just hanging out and talking was enough.
- We really did not have to kiss or hug to know that we were in a relationship.
-However, there was hugging and peck of kisses going on. Make out, no. Yes, I still haven't made out with none of my ex's.
- We hung out outside of school and tried our best to see each other as often.
- A beautiful relationship ended in 3 months with no reason to it.
- It happened and though it was a shocker, it took me another 3 months to get over it.
- I promised to wait for him, but I didn't.
- I fell in love. I did. I knew it was love because this time, I said it first.

I have become the worst person I wished to never be. I am angry all the time. I talk shit all the time. I am nosy now a days. I am the worst person. I need time for myself so I can improve myself. Not talk to anyone; well, already do that. Just be alone. I do not need anyone right now.

Well, how can i start. I can actually say next month on the 16th me and my boyfriend marcos are going to make a year! I am so happy, because like i said i knew he was the one for me. I just love him with all my heart. I am so excited to see what the future has in store for us. I know it will be so good, I know we have had our downs but we have stuck through it no matter what. We are still loving each other more each day, our love is just growing. This is the best relationship I have ever been in, i could actually show my true side out. Of how i reall am. I feel so comfortable with him, that I will do anything for him.

It's about to be the end of mi junior year, and I am so excited. Also scared. Senior year is going to be fun but scary because I am going to come out in the real life once graduation hits. Lets see what my future goes after high school hopefully good because i didnt go to 12 yrs of my life in school for anything and to enter another number of years, wouldnt be for anything.

Peace, in the middle east!

:)